Tuesday, February 28, 2012


What a mess behind your smiling faces...

Please, take a look at your actions:
Do they set you free?
Do they serve your dream?
Are these actions based on pure love?

Do you love you?


Soms lijkt het op een afstandje bekeken prima te marcheren,
maar als je 't dan eens van binnenuit bekijkt,
blijkt alles vierkant te  draaien.
En dan is't soms gewoon te laat....

Saturday, February 25, 2012


If you tell me it's ok
that you feel fine
that life is great

....I know..........

Friday, February 24, 2012



an orchid is a symbol for love, wealth and beauty
you see it often at a wedding

but when a angel becomes a fallen angel
when the relation aint good anymore
of when it's finished
everybody  talkes about all what was wrong

I believe this picture of that fallen angel is only a mirror
look at this
(a mirrored orchid)
what do you see when
the angel in your life becomes a fallen angel
look at the center

this picture shows the 'self'
and not that fallen angel

I believe that strong negative words afterwards
create a bad atmosphere
even if the fallen angel in not in your life anymore
your behaviour and words will push people away
I believe that this can change
if you try to remember the good parts of that fallen angel
you were once in love
try to remember why

and look at the orchid
when mirroring again
(top and bottom) 

'the kiss'
even in the center there is a kissing mouth

strange, don't you think?
your life will know love again

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Monday, February 20, 2012

Sunday, February 19, 2012


I see a lot of fear in your eyes.....
I guess you see therefore a bad world.........
Don't you think so?

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Sunday, February 12, 2012


Love you already 10.028 days!


we danced last night
to fast to take a picture
I came home without
this feeling of failure
made me create this one

(and it's posted the other day
because a failure in the internet connection)

Saturday, February 11, 2012


If I see you through my dirty window
I see my own dirt,
not the beauty in YOU

Thursday, February 9, 2012


Trees don't wanna push the earth away
Trees wanna reach the sky
Trees use the earth to reach the sky
I love trees

Wednesday, February 8, 2012


another symbolic picture
I call it
my stairway to inner heaven

keep on walking

Tuesday, February 7, 2012


My dream (II)
I’d like to tell you the story of my life.Not today, but one day…… 
It reads like a never-ending story.
 I told more then once about my favourite tree:
the strangler fig tree
 I have a lot of explanations about this strange connection
between that tree and me.
But today I discovered a new story related to that tree. 
Someone (Sophie, ofcourse) asked me “How big is your pot?” 
It was a metaphor for
'how much can you grow if you stay always in the same environment.'
 Well I discovered that I didn’t grow up in a pot. 
I realised that I was born and raised ‘down’,
just like a strangler fig tree. 
This tree starts with a little seed in the top of a (palm) tree, lost by a bird.
 It grows in that top, it makes roots which grow to the earth. 
When these roots grow in the earth, the earth opens, de roots go deep down. 
The roots split rocks, the roots never ever stop growing. 
After many years then is no palm anymore. 
Instead of that you see a lot of look-a-like trees:
all those roots became bigger and bigger. 
And after a hundred years and more, you’ll find a kind of little wood.
This is just one tree.This is me, this is my life.My life is built like this. 
I was not grounded when I was young. 
I had no identity. 
I had different roots; 
I had a lot of different stories. 
My life reads like a never-ending story.
 In the beginning I was nobody.
But after hundreds of years everybody 
~ will read my life 
~ like what I created 
~ take a little seed with them 
~ and spread love and understandingI guess this is my real dream

Sunday, February 5, 2012


I discovered something new,
which I realy like to do:
Bought a new sewing machine
and spend an afternoon with it.
I know I can make some dreams come true!

Saturday, February 4, 2012


My way out started with my way inside
which began at the outside.
At that surfice seemed to be no depth
which appeared to be ok,
but it didn't feel like that for me,
because deep down under that surface
was a black hole
which almost absorbted my heart.

That is why I dived in that black hole:
I wanted to save my heart.
I landed in the middle of me
where I discovered life
which was ready to be born.

I realy loved to do it:
Being born for the second time
and that's what happened.
Since that moment I live for two
but I'm not superficial anymore.

Friday, February 3, 2012


I'm save back home
 I realy enjoyed our wonderful white world

Thursday, February 2, 2012



Today I worked 11 hours in the freezing cold.
Now I'm at home,
I had a good meal.
I sit at the fire with a red head,
thinking about this project...
I almost fall asleep...
This picture is enough for today.:
I like to sit at the fire after a cold day.
(got to bed to early to post it in thos blog)